4/11 a change for hope

put aside all the issues, let's get to it. i want HIM as the next president of USA. We cant make a change in our own country, then we can hope for the best for USA then.

life in technicolor

all shift here... to http://lifeintechni-colour.blogspot.com
need a change.. a change is a need for revolution.

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一了百了

牽挂？不留？舍得？懷念？離開？出走？

最後還是要走走走。。再會吧。

miss the old times.. those ppl.. the old me. 

working life is definitely different but time has brought me along. 

here i go.

@#%&*!

all these hike up petrol price, cooking oil, rice and everything that all these caused to us all. reli devastated us all. tat's why i choose to eat home mostly. in midst of all dis, i managed to get dis gem, aimee mann's new music, @#%&*! smilers. 

just contemporary pop folk cd.. good listening. if u have heard the magnolia soundtrack, then u should get dis.. there is one song called '31 today'. well, i wonder whether i be tat way too when i be 31. still 5 yrs away.

Thirty-one today
What a thing to say
Drinking Guinness in the afternoon
Taking shelter in the black cocoon

I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
But it's not, and I don't know where to turn

Called some guy I knew
Had a drink or two
And we fumbled as the day grew dark
I pretended that I felt a spark

I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
No, it's not, and I don't know where to turn

Easter comes and goes
Maybe Jesus knows
So you roll on with the best you can
Getting loaded, watching CNN

I thought my life would be different somehow
I thought my life would be better by now
But it's not, and I don't know where to turn
No, it's not, and I don't know where to turn

uncontacted

uncontacted tribe found in brazil.... dunno wat to feel?.. for us, they are the uncivilized ppl. for them, we are the aliens. how the heck are such tribes still exist in the world? they are actually more than 100 unknown tribes in the edge of higher civilization recorded with the largest numbers in brazil, papua new guinea and others. maybe they know about the outside world, just reluctant to accept and live in their own ways.

reminds me of 'the village'. u choose to seclude urself or live without knowing they maybe exist somewhere..waiting to be discovered or uncontacted?

torch

i miss your smell and your style and your pure abiding way
miss your approach to life and warmth
miss your take on anything and the music you would play
miss cracking up and wrestling and our debriefs at end of day

these are things that I miss
these are not times for the weak of heart
these are the days of raw despondence
i never dreamed I would have to lay down my torch for you like this

one step one prayer I soldier on,
simulating moving on

看到世界

things in life

It's not everyday we're gonna be the same way
there must be a change somehow
there are bad times and good times too
So have a little faith in what you do
cause you don't seem to realize
the things you've got to face in life
today you're up, tomorrow you're down
so thank God that you're still around town

Though we've got to work like slaves
just to eat a piece of bread
but as we go along each day we'll find
happiness to sooth the mind cause
it's not everyday we're gonna be the same way
there must be a change somehow
there are bad times and good times too
So have a little faith in what you do

 a song i found..almost forgotten.. if u watched cke (chungking express), u will remember..

有始有终

You are a flurry of emotions, and most people like you that way. Your mood generally influences people around you and you are best when you are happy. When you get in a dark mood, its hard to get you out of it. It's sometimes hard for you to be happy, and your sadness can be infectious.

有始有终


美好回忆
(就)逝去
归途里
缺了你
独自行

一时的高兴
敷衍了生命
再有你
但愿我
还會珍惜


因为再意
(才)退避
隐藏距离
举局不一
没有定力
一败涂地
的结局

因为故意
才能
隨意而安
三心两意
朝三慕四
心不再焉
的道理

因为爱葸
才能
重新体验
看到多少
(也會)化为无有
如果来过
也一样


我还是
在原地
不离不行

我还是
在原地
不愿放弃

till tomorrow

What can this be - can you tell me
Would you like to discover
Why we're not free - to be lovers
I've been wanting to ask you

Where has all the love gone
And what have we become
Storm clouds full of thunder
Move silent as they drum

And when they're gone, we'll be fine - till tomorrow
Oh I hope it won't rain
You will be mine - and my sorrow
Will take wings in the morning

High above the heavens
A rainbow paints the sky
White doves sing their songs of love
I watch them as they fly - and wonder

What can this be - can you tell me
Would you like to discover
Why we're not free - to be lovers...

as often we r in love with ppl whether in different consequences, u do wonder if we ever be in love again when we based on the simplicity of falling in love or bein in love. but, tat's not all. can we be together? sometimes things arent not what they seem. there are always so called 'candidates' around. once again, just acknowledge here to calvin.. tat there r plans for us. just keep hoping n anticipating.

4 me. umm. past histories. yeah, u seen some of them being ur friend's belonging. and u never tell them b4. or some being ur closest friends. or someone u know from the 1st moment u want to be with them. ahah, they are some. they r ppl who want to settle down. get married n get kids. 4 me, sure this is the perfect way. but, i not tat perfect. for me, even to sustain a relationship is taking into account a lot of thoughfulness and action. being married is to have kids. haha. i never will be soo n howie (my friends). i just rather be simple and mind about myself more. not that i don't want to grow up and so on. ... just say we see how it goes. be natural. dun force into oopsy daisy things. 

還有

有時候，覺得我辜負了自己的理想。何況是別人對我的。
到了一段期間，還是會看回去。我還是不夠灑脫。瀟灑。鐵心。不然的話，已經不在這裡很久很久了。

我還有嗎？
我還有自己嗎？

rip

love dis song..below is the first version appeared early of 2007.. feb or jan.. beth is ... as usual. cool.

choice(S)

用一分钟的时间去认识一个人，用一小时的时间去喜欢一个人，再用一天的时间去爱上一个人，到最后呢，却要用一辈子的时间去忘记一个人.

being a frequent visitor to tesco to buy daily fresh vegetables and poultry or fishes, sometimes i reli grew up very tired and thoughtful. even struggling to choose the different vegetable(s) everyday. even the available choices confused ppl. how to differentiate btwn the fishes. cencaru, mabong and selar r directly indifferent from each.  sometime, i am the person who can stick everything that is called food into my mouth. y can't others? bcos doesnt like yam or lady finger(s), i just have fewer choices?  bcos i seldom cook, doesnt mean i have to adapt my way to the ways family cook.  

typical working days, morn fetch them to their respected work places. stop by the market a while. b4 put back the items at home. went work. 5.15 5.30 pm go home. rest. getting stuff ready. dinner. rest. sleep. will it ever ends?

viva la vida

血與淚？

不久前，有一位人就和我講了他的一套道理，拒絕了和我再有任何聯系。什麼permanent influence? 什麼 want to have friends that can develop each other? 我聽了一頭霧水。或許，很多人覺的這樣的想法太傻太天真。我沒說他錯，這個是他對朋友的看法，我們不能阻止別人的看見。有時候，他的固執讓我重新的對朋友与友誼的觀念有所謂的不同看見。或許他有經立了不少錯折的友情。

其實，如果重溫我以前寫的東西，或認識我的人就知道我的价值觀。我早就覺的，沒有什麼永恆的東西，因為很多東西是會變的。我再駕著一輛巴士，開始有很多乘客。有一些會在不同的地方或巴士站就下巴士。乘客會坐在我的巴士上，或許長短的時間或陪我走過很多或很少車站。雖然已經離開的，也許在下一個站就登上我的巴士。也有一些就永遠就不再登回巴士。也會有新的乘客在不一樣的站上下。也有一些會一直坐到等司机到最后一站。這一切是不可強求的。

時間就是最好的人證。honesty and sincerity are the standing grounds in friendship. who really think about permanent influence when u make friends with peope? sometimes, asking too much of others is like changing people. you want a person to be themselves or to be who you want them to be when they are with you? accepting them as they are is the most deserved respect. biggest heart when in great distance. greatest love of all is to accept everyone as they are. 

long live life. viva la vida.

wave

i'm getting by

in other ways

everything they whispered in our ear

is coming true

try to justify the things

i used to do

believe in you

i tried to stay away

you know

just in case

i've come to realize

we all have our place

time has a way you know

to make it clear

i have my role in this

i cant disappear

or leave you here

and the lights in the sky

have finally arrived

i am staying here beside you

and the lights in the sky

are waving goodbye